Tuesday, December 26, 2006
would you like to see through the hole you've made in my back?tugh qoH 'ej nachDaj chevlu'ta' - Klingon Proverb (A fool and his head are soon parted)
"Destroying an Empire to win a war is no victory. And ending a battle to save an Empire is no defeat." - Kahless
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 2:34 pm
i think i gave the wrong present to someone.... though i thought i trusted him and could give him that... haha... well.. nvm... new friends are silver but old friends are gold, rite? haha...no use ruining an old friendship for something new... just can't be bothered. you wanna stab my back? i dun care. up to you. you'll get yours someday, i'm not gonna bother. i have better things to care about... like my family and OTHER friends. you think someone else did something bad when you talked behind his back? well, guess what. YOU'RE doing the same thing to me. if that's too chim for you, too bad. go figure out yourself. well, i'm off in a few hours. gonna leave all this behind me. cya
"If you say something just for the sake of saying it, then there's no point saying it. It's meaningless." - Me, David Low
wow. i'm now quoting myself! hahahaha.... i didnt know i'm such a poet. hahahaha...
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 12:42 pm
Monday, December 25, 2006
whoa... tmrw gonna leave already... will be back on the 3rd of jan... that's when sch starts too.. haha... will touch down back in singapore at 3am on that day... the go home, change, then leave for sch... :D haha... anw, today was quite a fun day... woke up in the morning at about 9.30am... went downstairs, brushed teeth, then ate the leftovers of the cake that i bought for my parents... watched tv, then my dad went to send the maid over to granny's place... he came back with abraham, waited for the pet ppl to pick up my dog for his stay at the dog hotel(nobody can take care of him while we're away... :D) then mummy, daddy and abraham went to toa payoh to get some fertilizers for the plants, so that they wont die while we're away... haha. used com for a while to send christmas greetings, then they came back at 1pm. got ready and changed then went to granny's place to celebrate her birthday and christmas... had chocolate cake, both log cake and birthday cake... at about 5pm, went back home... was quite tired. went to sleep. listened to music, watched tv, packed bag, then at about 9pm, went with daddy back to granny's place to pick up the maid... ate a bit there, cos missed dinner(was very full from lunch)... then went back home. packed more, put in my emergency pack and warm clothes... haha... but dont think that where we're going'll be as cold as Kazakhstan... haha... there, -5degress celsius is a WARM day! haha... usual temperature is about -20 degrees celsius in the winter! haha... went there about 4 times... luckily wont have to go there anymore cos my dad has stopped working there... haha... hope that this holiday can help me take my mind of some things... leave my stuff in singapore. forget everything. free and easy."It's not the will to win, but the will to prepare to win that makes the difference." - Anonymous
"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" - Anonymous
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 10:45 pm
CHRISTMAS EVE! actually, it's now christmas! haha... in the afternoon went to kongkong's place for dinner.. had hokkien mee at about 4.30pm... after that, at 6.30pm, left for granny's place... had another huge dinner there with chehchehs pricilla, phylina, and phelicia, gu chong, kohkoh, abraham, valerie, peipei, ah-m, granny and my family... great dinner... time passes so fast... every year we do this... was just thinking again about time... what are we gonna do about it? waste it? live it? follow it? watched Love Actually just now... ended about half an hour ago.. thought about my life... what is it? am i the person i wanna be? am i the person i oughtta be? or am i just a loser wasting my life away? i'm getting rhetorical... hahahaha... anw, it's christmas. haha... it's supposed to be a happy time...
"Happy-day friends are not worth keeping." - My Mum
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 1:09 am
Saturday, December 23, 2006
woah... fun day... woke up in the morning at 8.10am... got ready, left for punggol. reached there about 10am. went to pasir ris with dickson. went swimming till about 11.50am. then went to bathe and then wanted to go to tampines to eat. instead, changed mind, then went to dhoby ghaut. went to the burger king in plaza singapura to eat. then waited for jerry to come... saw the movie timings... too late. so went to take mrt to punggol... went to dickson's house. finished up the assigning of duties and stuff... then at about 5.35pm, dickson's parents dropped jerry and me at potong pasir mrt... then they went to a relative of theirs.... saw jerry off at the mrt station, then went to bengawan solo to buy a cake for my parents for christmas... went home, then found out that my parents had just left with my sis... was really bored, listened to music and watched a bit of tv... they came back at about 7.45pm... ate dinner, then at about 8.20pm we all took mrt to city hall and went to marina square... went to the model shop and my parents bought me a 1:48 size model of the F-15 A/C Eagle... it's about 40 plus cm... wanted to buy paints for the model also, but nvm... mummy bought a british sopwith camel for herself... haha... so now my family has models of the USS Nimitz(Aircraft Carrier), a SR-71 Blackbird, F117A Stealth Fighter, F-16 D Falcon, and a few more... haha... my family is really nuts about models and stuff.... haha. anw, after we went to the model shop, went to secret recipe to eat cake... haha... then went to giant... bought some cherries and oranges, then went back home. came back about 11.30pm... but still not tired... i think i'll sleep quite late tonight... hahaHe who receives a benefit should never forget it; he who bestow should never remember it.
- Pierre Charron -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:41 pm
Friday, December 22, 2006
today was the sec 1 induction day... woke up in the morning at about 6.15am(late), then hurried about and left for sch... reacehd around 0715H. went in, had a briefing and then deployed to the backgate with dickson... stood there greeting the parents and ppl, then at about 0930H, went back to the canteen... ate there, then went to the heritage room... everybody playing about with lame jokes... hahaha... devesh was damn pissed off... haha. then went back to the LT to slack... after the whole thing was over, had a AAR, then went with dickson, edmund and axel to parkway to have lunch... had lunch at the foodcourt, then went to mac's to finish up some prefect stuff... after that, went to parkway mall again to walk around and look see... went to mph, and other.... then at about 1600H, took 31 witht he rest to go back home... changed at boon keng mrt with dickson and then took mrt back home. reached home found that i would be the only one there... went in, bathed, then used com and read... waited for mummy and daddy to come back... fed the dog, ate dinner, then now bored to death in front of the com..." 'Friends' that only care about materialism and what you have or where you come from are NOT worth having." - Me, David Low
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 9:56 pm
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I DIED TODAY.... of boredom. really really bored... dunno what to do with my life... haha... last night spent the night thinking about my life and what i'm gonna do about it... this morning woke up at about 7am then uncle picked my dad and i up at about 8am to go to his place... spent the day there. kuan kiat(my cousin) spent most of the day playing com. watched Eight below with my dad... slept on and off most of the day... did a bit of reading... tmrw will be going to sch for duty during the induction day... cant wait for sch to reopen. i need that stress and something to distract me... haha...Age is opportunity no less
Than youth itself, though in another dress,
And as the evening twilight fades away
The sky is filled with stars, invisible by day.
- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow -
It's odd that you can get so anesthetized by your own pain or your own problem that you don't quite fully share the hell of someone close to you.
- Lady Bird Johnson -
The advice of friends must be received with a judicious reserve; we must not give ourselves up to it and follow it blindly, whether right or wrong.
- Pierre Charron -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 9:30 pm
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
after a bit of thinking... i think i am.x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 9:35 pm
sometimes i feel like i'm chasing a car.... =.=
[refer to post dated Thursday, November 30th, 2006]
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 4:50 pm
Monday, December 18, 2006
wooh.... just came back... quite tired... haha... this morning woke up at about 7am... got ready then at about 8.30am went with mummy and chacha... mummy dropped me off at the bus stop outside her office, near paya lebar, then took a 76 to sch... reached sch about 9.05am... met edmund and ziko... waited for the rest to come... then when dickson, devesh and kali came(ricardo is overseas so couldnt come), ziko told us, "i'm afraid i'm the bearer of bad news.... you all have been selected as the new EXCO 2007" hahaha... you should have seen kali's face when ziko said "i'm the bearer of bad news..." haha. his face really fell... hahaha... anw, after that, the meeting ended at about 11.35am, so went with dickson and edmund to parkway... ate at mac's then changed out of sch u... then took a 36 with edmund. i dropped off at city hall, while edmund went on to dhoby ghaut to go out with his "friend"... haha... at about 1.05pm, went into city hall station, sms-ed heidi about where to meet, then phone died... what a time to happen. anw, went to the platform, then met heidi there. we took a train down to dhoby ghaut then went to plaza singapura... we walked around, finding for shops that sold presents.... went up, then went down again... halfway, saw edmund waiting for his "friend".... haha... finally we went to Precious Thoughts... bought some cards and stuff there, then as i was about to pay, i saw marianne and gabriel there, but i didnt say hi... after we bought our stuff, we went on down... walked about here and there, buying pressies and stuff... bought quite a lot of stuff for friends... wont state what here in case they read this blog... hahaha... saw wesley there too... how come so many ppl i know shop at plaza singapura? haha... at about 3.15pm, heidi ran out of money and we had already went to every shop that sold present stuff, and heidi didnt want to eat, so we went back... took mrt with her to city hall, then changed and took towards pasir ris.. heidi said that i didnt need to accompany her all the way, although i asked a few times, haha, so dropped off at paya laber mrt station and then took a 135 back home... just came back about 20 mins ago... will be doing the christmas cards soon... had quite a fun day today... thanks heidi... haha.Gather ye rose-buds while ye may,
Old Time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying.
- Robert Herrick -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 4:21 pm
Friday, December 15, 2006
dunno what to do now... cant really sleep... am totally bored... haha... wanna go out with my friends... christmas is coming up fast... almost a week left before christmas... better do the christmas shopping soon... but i dun feel like it... haha... hmm... think i'll do my shopping either tmrw or next week... soon."Beauty of whatever kind, in its supreme development, invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears." - Edgar Allan Poe
"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." - Edgar Allan Poe
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 12:32 am
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
feel much better now... haha... today in the morning at about 10am went to singapore casket to recieve popo's ashes... then went to tse toh aum temple to put the ashes in the columbarium... arranged for the niche for popo and her mother to be beside each other... then came back, ate lunch, slept, then went online, then went for tuition... came back, ate, now watching tv...
popo's obituary.... The Straits Time, dated 10 December 2006
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:38 pm
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
i feel so exhausted rite now... no matter how long i rest or sleep i still feel tired... so emotionally spent. dunno what to do with myself. wish that there's school. damn it. i need something to distract me. doesnt seem like there's anything to look forward to in the future rite now... ycia thing this sat. bloody thing is on diff day for diff schs. really feel like swearing badly rite now. i'm in another desolate and dark mood right now. with one hand i can count how many times i've been in this kind of mood in my life. that's how bad i feel rite now. dun feel like doing anything at all. dun feel like talking to anyone. dun feel like anything. dunno what to think. dunno what to feel.Free from gross passion or of mirth or anger
constant in spirit, not swerving with the blood,
garnish'd and deck'd in modest compliment,
not working with the eye without the ear,
and but in purged judgement trusting neither?
Such and so finely bolted didst thou seem.
- William Shakespeare -
No man is an Island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the Continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friends or of thine own were; any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee.
- John Donne -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 9:45 pm
for the past three nights have been staying over at the funeral parlour at singapore casket... only got about an average of 5hours each night... this morning, woke up at about 5.20am. mummy and chacha went back home to bathe and change.. they came back around 6.40am. then daddy and me went back to bathe and change also. changed into black pants and white long sleeve shirt. then went back. reached back at 7.30am. did prayers and stuff, then at 10am, the pall bearers came to bring the coffin to the hearse. there was a band and everything... went downstairs... everybody had to hold the van as it processed down the road to the main road. everybody started crying... the hearse number was 8688. i always saw other ppl doing this. never imagined that one day it would be my popo in there and me holding the hearse. then went drove to mandai crematorium. everybody else followed in the bus. the thing started at 11am in hall 1. did more prayers and stuff, then when they were ready, we went to the viewing hall 1. the people brought the coffin to some other place. in the viewing hall, we could see as the coffin slowly moved towards a set of wooden doors. then the dorrs opened and the furnace began. we began to cry again. the the coffin went in and the doors closed. we then went downstairs to wash up and go back to the cars and the bus... then we all went to ji to ahm temple in sin ming drive... burned all the paper gold and silver and the house and the car and credit cards and passports and popo's clothes there... then we had lunch there, vegetarian. then everybody started to leave. some took the bus back to lavender while others left from there. kongkong went back to office with his office colleagues... then my family went to uncle's place, where popo passed away... waited a while, then uncle came with ee poh(popo's sister) and the nun who presided the funeral... went upstairs, then the nun did some praying in the house. mummy showed us how popo was found and in what position... later, when the nun finished, we went back home, on the way dropping the nun off at joo jiat... came home at about 3pm. bathed, then slept till 6.30pm. ate dinner(leftover bee hoon from the wake) and then mummy and daddy went with chacha to see the vet, bringing along the dog... tmrw at 10.30am have to go back to singapore casket to collect the ashes... goodby, popo. safe journey. godspeed.
"How can you spare people's feelings by denying them?" - Morrie
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 7:18 pm
Sunday, December 10, 2006
came back from singapore casket about 30 mins ago... popo's wake is there... will be till tues.. am going back there after tuition... i have maths tuition from 3pm to 5pm... yesterday at about 11am mummy and daddy came back with uncle... got ready, then went with them to singapore casket at lavender... had the funeral opening there... we were kneeling and everything.. then aunty iye wah began to cry, then all of us also began to cry... couldnt help it... could hardly see through the river of tears as the pall-bearers brought in the coffin, the last C that everybody had to go through, at some time or other.... then we did the praying and stuff... spent the day there... in the evening, we went back home to bathe and change, collect our toothbrushes and extra clothes, then went back to popo's wake... she used to come to our place every saturday.... actually, we were supposed to go to a wedding yesterday evening with popo, but in the end in turned out to be a funeral... gonna spend the next few days with her... the last few days before she gets cremated.... i nvr imagined her in a coffin... but i suppose it's inevitable. sooner or later everybody has to go through it... sometimes i wish i were a Vulcan... in the evening, mummy got popo's diary/planner... saw her notes and stuff... all the things that she had planned and had gone through for the year 2006... in the night, my family stayed over at the wake... put together some chairs and stuff... kept up chatting with Heidi till about 11.15pm... very grateful to her for comforting and helping me... went to sleep after that... woke up this morning at 5am, couldnt sleep after that... finally dozed off at 5.40am... woke up again at 7am, then brushed teeth and stuff... mummy went out to buy breakfast and papers... saw popo's orbituary in the Straits Times... then mummy and chacha went back home to bathe and change... uncle came with kongkong and they alos brought breakfast... porridge and popiah... ate again, then when mummy came back, helped to bring up all the stuff, the boxes and paper money and house and car even... haha... following popo's religion of taoism i think... really miss her... but i suppose it's like what Heidi said... popo is in a place where God can take care of her and that she wouldnt want to see us so sad... and that she'll look over us and take care of us..."Love transcends space and time... even death." - Anonymous
"Even if the person is dead, love still carries on, it doesnt matter if the person is there or not..." - Morrie
"We can make ourselves either strong or miserable. The effort is the same." - Anonymous
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:49 am
Saturday, December 09, 2006
finally gotten control over myself.... last night mummy came back at about 12.30am... seems that popo died of heart failure or something... she went to the toilet, but didnt come out... when uncle's maid finally went in to check, she was on the floor... the maid panicked and called auntie and uncle... tehn they called ambulance. but she was gone already... was chatting with Heidi on the phone just before mummy came back... thanks for helping me, i'm really grateful... mummy and daddy left this morning to Singapore Casket... settling everything... i think now kongkong is gonna stay with uncle, as he cannot stay alone... daddy said that last night kongkong didnt want to sleep... so sad... must be hard for him... chacha went off to tuition about 40 mins ago... seems strange... every week my family used to go to popo's place for sunday dinner... now not likely... feels weird that i'm not gonna see popo again... so much emotion... feel tears everytime i think about it... it's a weird and funny thing, grief..."I wasted time, and now doth time waste me. "
- William Shakespeare -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:18 am
Friday, December 08, 2006
disaster. went for tuition in the afternoon... cam back at about 5.45pm... read a bit, waited for mummy to come back. when she came back, we prepared to eat dinner.... but at 6.45pm, the phone rang. i picked it up. it was uncle... i passed the phone to mummy and went to eat dinner, but felt dread in my stomach... illogical. when mummy came back to the kitchen, she was rushing.. said that popo fell in the toilet and cant seem to speak. called the ambulance already. mummy and daddy rushed off to the hospital. had to feed the dog then went to chinese tuition... i suppose that my recently watching tuesdays with morrie is God's way of preparing me for this... for the last few months, i always had the feeling that every time i said goodbye to my popo was my last... crying now.... can barely see the words i'm typing... the irony of it... i was reading the book Sarek, just finished it... Amanda, Sarek's wife, Spock's mother, died in that novel.. it showed how they coped.... gotta pause here... losing control... i came back at about 9.30pm... at 9.40pm, daddy called.. said that popo had passed away... was okay at first... the i lost control and went upstairs toilet... cried... chacha came up to me, she was also crying.... i think i'm gonna stop this post now... later."Today we honour her... we honour the wife, we honour the mother, we hojnour the teacher, we honour the person.... her life is one to be held in highest regard and esteem." - Vulcan High Master T'Lar
"I grieve with Thee..." - Doctor Leonard McCoy
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 10:38 pm
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
yesterday went to changi for 2e3 class chalet... left with mummy went she went to work. dropped off at the bus stop near her office. took a 76 to paya lebar mrt, then took mrt to tampines, where i changed to a bus 29. took all the way to aloha changi. went to chalet a, went upstairs, saw james tan, zhao xun, lewis, sajiv and mdm soh watching cheaper by the dozen... show was going to end... sat down with them... about 5 mins later then they realized i had joined them... haha... they were dozing off... haha.... dropped off my bag ain one of the rooms then joined them to watch v for vendetta.... the show was quite nice... reminded me of george orwell's 1984... striking similarities... haha... totalitarian government, "big brother", and a sort of"thought police"... haha... anw, after the show, wanted to go cycling, but the food was coming, so decided not too... so went down to the beach with james, lewis and sajiv to play about... was throwing rocks into the sea... haha... went back, then the food came... had a sort of buffet for dinner, then went up to watch the lord of the rings part 2 on channel 5... we off-ed the lights and made it real loud... haha.. was damn nice... after the show, desmond came, so played with him and james taiti while watching tv... then went down to walk about... joined mr loh and watched him fish... walked with desmond down the beach to explore the place... found out that we could walk all the way to the village via the beach... sat at a pavillion for a while, then went back... joined mr loh near the jetty again and started talking about movies and how fake monster animal movies are with sajiv, james and desmond... at 1am, went back up to the chalet, where we went back to our room and started playing heart attack and taiti... desmond went to sleep after a while, and sajiv and i went to watch lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events... about halfway through the movie, i slept... couldnt take it anymore... haha... woke up at 3am, then went to the bedroom, lay down and slept... woke up this morning at 8am i think, sajiv said that we were ordering mac's for breakfast... ordered a fish fillet meal, then rolled over and fell asleep again... woke up again at 9am... looked out of the door and saw mdm soh sitiing in the sort of living room area... went back in, bathed, and then went out to eat breakfast... after that, at 9.45am, went down with mdm soh, sajiv, james and desmond to take the shuttle bus to pasir ris mrt station... joined james and desmond to take mrt... mdm soh had to go back to sch for something... took all the way to city hall(desmond dropped at bugis) with james, where he left for his church... took to dhoby ghaut and then changed to nel to go back home... reached back at about 11.15am... read a bit, then slept... woke up at 1pm when mummy came back... ate lunch, read the papers, then started to do a bit of hmwk... then read, then went online to chat... was quite bored.... daddy went to granny's place... at about 6.45pm, mummy came back with my sis and we ate dinner... in the evening, at about 9pm, went with them to eat at mac's again... haha... came back at about 10.15pm. gonna sleep soon... tired...
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.
- Alfred Lord Tennyson -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:39 pm
Monday, December 04, 2006
woke up at about 9am this morning... read a bit, then went out with daddy to eat breakfast... had won tan mee... daddy now walking dog... will be going for the 2E3 chalet after lunch.. will pack bag and stuff later... have to take mrt to tampines then take bus to changi... 3rd time in a month i'm going there... haha... first for YCIA camp, then for confirmation camp, now for class reunion/chalet... haha... cya soon...
His life was gentle; and the elements
So mixed in him, that Nature might stand up,
And say to all the world, THIS WAS A MAN!
- William Shakespeare -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 10:51 am
Sunday, December 03, 2006
today went to JB in the morning. went to cut hair, eat breakfast, shop, then came back. came back at 4pm. bah. couldnt have come back an hour earlier!? totally missed star trek. havent been watching for like what? the past 3 MONTHS! been playing pinball to ward off boredom again. i dunno what to do nowadays in the afternoons... daddy always using the com, nothing on tv, books almost all read, bored to death. except maybe the starship models... still have got the USS Excelsior and the USS Enterprise havent built yet... but have to buy paints first... so ex at marina square... 2.40 per bottle... doesnt seem ex rite? but consider this. i need about ELEVEN different colours... that would come up to how much? about 27 bucks. want to get those models rite. christmas is coming too... have to buy presents for at least 15 ppl. i'll have to slowly sew the holes in my pocket over the next year again. it always seems to be the case... i always save up during the year.... then christmas comes, and when it's gone, so's my pocket. but, i suppose the rewards are there... after all, what is money? although it is important, yeah, i agree, but friendship, trust, honour, loyalty and family is always more important than that rite? anw, in the evening went for math tuition at caraven. had to make up for last week, cos i didnt go as i was in confirmation camp... am wishing it was a week ago... confirmation camp was really fun... at least it helped me to take some things off my mind... wonder why i'm in such a desolate mood rite now... haha... again, laughter without mirth. arghh. will go to sleep now. bad bad mood rite now.
A wretched soul, bruised with adversity,
We bid be quiet when we hear it cry;
But were we burdened with like weight of pain,
As much or more we should ourselves complain.
- William Shakepeare -
I hate ingratitude more in a man
than lying, vainness, babbling, drunkenness,
or any taint of vice whose strong corruption
inhabits our frail blood.
- William Shakespeare -
- William Shakespeare -
Free from gross passion or of mirth or anger
constant in spirit, not swerving with the blood,
garnish'd and deck'd in modest compliment,
not working with the eye without the ear,
and but in purged judgement trusting neither?
Such and so finely bolted didst thou seem.
- William Shakespeare -
- William Shakespeare -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 1:03 am
Friday, December 01, 2006
bored again... haha... yesterday went to granny's place with my sis.. left with mummy when she went to work... when we reached there, we ate breakfast, then watched tv with abraham and valerie. played the game of life and bingo... haha... then watched tv again and ate lunch. slept a bit after lunch. short siesta... haha. after that, went with granny and my cousins to ntuc and macs to buy tea... haha.. came back, watched tv till about 4.45pm... ate tea, rested a while, then went to the basketball court near the macpherson comunity centre. played basketball with abraham... was quite fun... haha.. then helped valerie to do a bit of rock climbing at the short sort of wall near the court. after that, went back, watched tv, then when mummy came, went back home. today got nothing to do already... haha... there's gonna be another YCIA outing on the 16th of dec... camt wait... haha... dunno what to do now....
Glory is like a circle in the water,
Which never ceaseth to enlarge itself,
Till by broad spreading it disperses to naught.
- William Shakespeare -
x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 2:14 pm