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Where My Heart Will Take Me
{Star Trek Enterprise Theme Song TV version}


lyrics
It´s been a long road, getting from there to here.
It´s been a long time, but my time is finally near.
And I will see my dream come alive at last. I will touch the sky.
And they´re not gonna hold me down no more, no they´re not gonna change my mind.

Cause I´ve got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe.
I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one´s gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star.
I've got faith, I've got faith,
faith of the heart.



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Friday, February 16, 2007

SWEET 16 TODAY!

haha.... had quite a fun day today...

last night had a quarrel with my mom... she was like, shouting all over the place. take out her anger on me... shouted back. was damn angry. lost control of myself.... went to sleep early.

this morning woke up at about 5.55am. changed, then went to sch. at about 7.40am, went with the thcr convoy to blk 15 marine terrace... picked up the old folks then went back to sch. watched the lion dance. lions played with the tchrs and the old folks... haha... one of them tried to get mrs ong lay suan's bag... haha.. quite funny. then helped the old folks to the hall. watched the concert with them.... chatted with one of the old ladies. she was quite nice... she was peranakan, had a son who was ab ex-patrician, had a multi-racial family, her mom was peranakan while her dad was european.... had quite an interesting chat. she reminded me of my own grandmum.... after the concert, helped them down to the canteen for the reception. served them and stuff... when the bus came, we joined them and fetched them home. gave them their goodie bags and stuff... took the bus back. settled some stuff, then at about 12.30pm, went out with axel, edmund, desmond and dickson to tampines to collect dickson's specs then went to somerset. wanted to eat at the n.y.d.c there. but decided not to, as it was open air. so went to the n.y.d.c at wheelock place. ordered quite a lot of food. jerry joined us later... then soo lik came. the bill came to S$150.91... i paid about two-thirds of it... the rest, the others helped to pay... after eating, at about 3.30pm, left for the civil service club at farrer park. just missed seeing mr choong there. played 2 games... 4.50pm, finished, then we went back home. it was a GREAT day. came back home, bathed, opened presents. got a star shaped bottle filled with coloured sand from royston, gabriel and martin. then got a planner from axel. got a billabong bag and the harry potter POA dvd from bryan yeong, desmond, edmund, tilak, soolik, nigel and dickson... THANKS, GUYS! thanks for making my birthday a great day and a REALLY fun day! when my mum came back, ate dinner, then went out with my parents to mustafa and sheng siong. bought stuff and then went to eat. came back home at about 10.50pm. now watching survivor. tired... now gonna sleep soon...

my bro and me at n.y.d.c that's me, dickson and desmond!

Rakkasan Ne Desit Virtus (Let Valor Not Fail)
Primus aut Nullus {First or Not at all}
Celeritas Et Accuratio (Speed and Accuracy)
Celer Et Audax {Swift and Bold}

--------It´s been a long road, getting from there to here.--------

x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:33 pm


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

that is, for you. for me, what a day. went to sch. half day only, stayed back for bio supp class and the sec 1 prefect interviews. after that, went back home, studied, did hmwk, did revision, in the evening, heard nothing but my mom shout... damn tired. polished boots for tmrw. ironed out uniform. gonna sleep after this...

--------It´s been a long road, getting from there to here.--------

x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:23 pm


Monday, February 12, 2007

so tired.... just came back from sch about 30 mins ago... on sat, was preparing for the chalet... went out to eat dinner at jacksons centre. walked home while my mum and dad went to sheng siong to buy some stuff. edmund called on the way, so diverted and went to the mrt station. picked him up, then went back home to put down his stuff and the stuff i was carrying.. as he had not eaten his dinner, went to macs at potong pasir. saw marianne and gabriel there. i didnt have much. on the way back, waited at the mrt station for bryan. went back home after that. we used the com, did hmwk, and at about 10.30pm, tilak came. continued with our work then played chess and monopoly. slept at about 1am. next morning, woke up at 5am, went downstairs to play ps2. at about 8.30, started to scrub the sweet potatos and stuff. then left at 9am with all of them to go church. bryan and tialk left then. came back at about 11am. did some chores, got ready all the stuff, then at about 12.30pm, left with edmund to go to the chalet. took a 135 to paya lebar, ate at macs, then waited at the mrt station for axel. took the train to tampines then changed to a bus 29 to go to changi village. then blew balloons and got ready everything. friends came at different times... axel, edmund, royston, gabriel, dickson, ricardo, jerry, jason, bryan yeong, james tan and a few others came... after eating, played pool at the nearby changi sailing club, then went back to the chalet... had a GREAT party. really gotta thank you guys... haha... happy birthday song in english, chinese and cow language... HAHA... thanks for the presents! everybody left around 9 plus... edmund was the only one who stayed... we packed up, then watched tv, then by the time we slept was at 12.30am. woke up this morning at 5.20am to bathe then go to sch. so tired. slept a bit through mr gill's class... luckily he didnt really scold me... haha... that's about all... btw, lil' bro! take care of yourself cheer up...

Potentia Tenebras Repellendi (Power to push away the darkness)
Veritas Vincit {Truth Conquers}
Igneus et fervens (Fiery and Fervent)
Nulli Vestigia Retrorsum {No Step backward}

--------It´s been a long road, getting from there to here.--------

x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 3:33 pm


Saturday, February 10, 2007

such a proud, arrogant girl! you shouldn't try to look for problems to solve in other people when you have such a problem yourself....

I'm Not Missing You

Oh, oh, I’m not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiosity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus:]
(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

It’s a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus 2x]
No I can’t be with you ‘cause I'm scared
Felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it’s right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it's the best day of my life)
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you I'm not missing you (oh baby)
I'm not missing you I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem

--------It´s been a long road, getting from there to here.--------

x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 1:22 pm

just came back from sch... had to go for chem supp class... after the class, which ended at about 10.40am, went to parkway with bryan yeong, bryan lim, desmond, jethro, jason and dickson to eat macs. had macs, then took a 48 back with desmond and changed to NEL and took mrt back home. yesterday went for the victoria school investiture. got no good comments about them. had sch in the morning, then watched the sec 4s getting their results. top guy got only 7 points. after that, went to the prefects room with edmund, jason and dickson to do hmwk. did half of the english compo. at about 4.30pm, edmund and i went to bathe at one of the sch's toilets. then changed to formal wear and went to parkway to meet fredric. met him at macs, ate dinner there, then took a 76 to victoria. saw the kc group just as we left. the vs investiture was ok... guest of honour was some lieutenant from the SAF who went to Sandhurst. i wanna go there next time... haha... anw, after the investiture, we went back home. took a 31 back with edmund and then took mrt back. reached home at about 10pm. bathed, watched tv, then slept.

Nec Temere Nec Timide {Neither Rashly nor Timidly}
Facta Non Verba (Deeds Not Words)
Non Sebi, Sed Omnibus {Not for self, but for all}
Spectemur Agendo (Judge By Our Actions)

--------It´s been a long road, getting from there to here.--------

x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 12:45 pm


Saturday, February 03, 2007

so much has been happening! for the debates(the TJC U16 Invitationals), we went for the semi finals on friday. we lost to hwa chong by half a point! the adjudicators said it was a close fight. but it was good, as we were a 'C' division team while they were a 'A' division team. this shows that they are BAD! hahaa... anw, by the points system, we got third, while RI got fourth! haha. we beat RI! it was good. anw, we watched the finals between Paya Lebar Methodist Girls Schhol and hwa chong on the motion ' This House regrets the rise of religious faith'. halfway through, went out with axel to help him... anw, PL MGS won. that good. then today, did flag day for the Singapore Disability Sports Council. went with dickson and jason. took a 36 to orchard, wheelock place. saw so many ppl collecting for the same charity. so walked down orchard road to dhoby ghaut. there were still so many ppl there, so continued walking to city hall. then we went to suntec. finally stopped at bugis. i collected about half a can or more... after we finished, about 2.15pm, went to starbucks to have coffee and a rest. took a bus 12 back to sch. then went to parkway to have ice cream, then went to plaza singapura to meet with axel and keith to buy presents. left at about 5.45pm. went back home, exercised, bathed, now eating dinner and resting.

Death be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadfull, for thou art not so,
For, those, whom thou thinkst, thou dost overthrow,
die not, poor death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
- John Donne, Death Be Not Proud -

--------It´s been a long road, getting from there to here.--------

x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 7:19 pm