Saturday, December 09, 2006
finally gotten control over myself.... last night mummy came back at about 12.30am... seems that popo died of heart failure or something... she went to the toilet, but didnt come out... when uncle's maid finally went in to check, she was on the floor... the maid panicked and called auntie and uncle... tehn they called ambulance. but she was gone already... was chatting with Heidi on the phone just before mummy came back... thanks for helping me, i'm really grateful... mummy and daddy left this morning to Singapore Casket... settling everything... i think now kongkong is gonna stay with uncle, as he cannot stay alone... daddy said that last night kongkong didnt want to sleep... so sad... must be hard for him... chacha went off to tuition about 40 mins ago... seems strange... every week my family used to go to popo's place for sunday dinner... now not likely... feels weird that i'm not gonna see popo again... so much emotion... feel tears everytime i think about it... it's a weird and funny thing, grief...x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 11:18 am