Tuesday, December 12, 2006
i feel so exhausted rite now... no matter how long i rest or sleep i still feel tired... so emotionally spent. dunno what to do with myself. wish that there's school. damn it. i need something to distract me. doesnt seem like there's anything to look forward to in the future rite now... ycia thing this sat. bloody thing is on diff day for diff schs. really feel like swearing badly rite now. i'm in another desolate and dark mood right now. with one hand i can count how many times i've been in this kind of mood in my life. that's how bad i feel rite now. dun feel like doing anything at all. dun feel like talking to anyone. dun feel like anything. dunno what to think. dunno what to feel.x It´s been a long time,
but my time is finally near
at 9:45 pm